200 BC, Scandinavia
(What
is now modern Göteborg, Sweden)
In the darkened night, I could
hear the hooves of a steed galloping towards my home. Smooth and soothing as
the sound was, treading through thick snowfall, my heart knew it could only
mean one thing. I pressed my fingers hard into the flat stones I carried in my
hands.
She
has come for me.
The Valkyrie's pull was like
no other; it was a tugging on the soul, one that cannot be ignored. I rose to
my feet and slipped the stones into the deep pocket of my wolf-skin robe. Their
power would do me no good now, and yet parting with them would be like parting
with air. Without them, I would not breathe.
The horse whinnied from just
beyond, and if I had listened intently there still would have been no sign or
sound of someone dismounting the creature. The Valkyrie walked in, her
movements so elegant it was if she were hovering above ground, and her ghostly
eyes settled on mine.
"Völva," the Valkyrie said. She
does not address me by name, but as the unnatural creature she was sent to deal
with.
I mirrored her. "Valkyrie."
I knew she was on duty—ordered
to come here, but still I searched for any form of sympathy she had left within
her. Any issue of love for me that hadn't withered away when her life did. The
wide spread hood now covered every feature of her face, but her lips. They
remained unmoved in emotion.
"You know why I come
here," she said. The words split through me like an axe.
"I do," I replied.
"So, you give yourself
freely?" She stepped towards me, and I couldn't help but reel from her,
terror stiffening my bones as I tried to move.
"I do, but…" My
voice stammered and I realized I was about to do the worst thing in my life. To
question a Valkyrie is to question your existence on this earth. "You
loved me once, Eldridh. Do you have no mercy?"
She did not answer, and though
I should have left it as is, and allowed her to take me to my death, but upon
seeing her once more I could not shake my feelings for her. I needed her to remember,
first.
It
was a night not unlike tonight. Snow fell in great sheets above our heads and
we snuggled beneath the same reindeer skin, wrapped up to our necks in wool.
The full moon shone its light down on you, illuminating your golden curls and
shadowing the most beautiful face I'd ever seen. We spoke of a life together,
far from the crushes of war and hate—a life where we controlled our own
destiny.
"Inga, no more," she
said.
You
took my hair into your hands and told me that it matched your first love, the
vast dark nights, streaked with the white light of the allfather; that my eyes
were the deep pools of ocean you once hoped to travel across. You told me that
I was the only love you would ever know and you would never let me go, that
your destiny laid within my heart.
"Please…" she
begged, her human side dared to peek through the hardened surface. She turned
her head from me, a waterfall of her blonde locks fell free from her white
cloak.
We
knew they would come for you. We prepared for it. You swore not to let them,
that your place was with me; as a human. They came in darkness, and one day you
were just…gone. No warning, no trace, no words of goodbye. And you did not
return to me. I waited…oh allseeing father, how I waited for my love to return
but she never came. Not even the oceans could have cried for you as I did.
"I protected you as long
as I could," she said.
"Protection is not what I
ask of you, Eldridh. I only ask that you remember what you once felt for me. I
do not want you to forget."
"Forgetting you would be
as if I had never existed at all. Do you have any idea what I risk by simply
being here? " she asked, and finally turned back to me. Her bottom lip
quivered beneath her teeth and tears strolled down her cheeks, dripping onto
the length of her cloak.
"I understand you have no
choice. I couldn't see my end without acknowledging what we had…what we have." I reached my hand out to her
and she did what I had least expected. She took it in hers.
"I am not here to end
your life, my love. I'm here to warn you. The elders seek your stones, they
mean to harm you until you give them up. Surrender them to me and all this
blood lust will pass."
"I fear how very wrong
you are," I said and lift my hand to her cheek. She shied from my touch at
first, but she could not resist for long; she never could. She leaned into my
caress, and though her skin felt as cold as a corpse, the warmth of her past
broke through. "My life ends if it is left in their hands. If this is what
you wish then I gladly give myself to the father. Valhalla awaits and we shall
meet again at Ragnarok, min kärlek."
"No," she said,
grasping the hand that touched her. "Then you must run, and never return."
"You and I both know that
is an impossibility. No one can run from the elders. They see and feel
everything."
"They do not feel your
stones, that is why they seek them. Use them to escape, Inga. You deserve a
life away from this chaos, a family to love and care for, and to die with your
skin worn from wisdom. Not at the hands of the Berserkers. I could not bare to
see you endure such tortures."
"I cannot bare to be so
close to you and not feel your lips upon mine. No amount of torture can be
worse than that."
I pulled her face to mine, our
lips brushed one another and our breathing synched. Although she had resisted,
it had been Eldridh that sealed the kiss. Her tongue sought mine, and when they
met they danced together. Heat flushed my entire body, but I feared moving too
fast, worried that she would resist and leave. For all the troubles in our
world, she was all I had ever cared about. To have her back…it felt like I was
already at peace.
My hand moved from her cheek
through her hair, removing the hood so that I could see her beautiful face once
more. Her mouth stopped, as did her breathing as the cloth floated around her
shoulders. A sharp point jabbed into the palm of my hand. I jumped, meaning to
retract my touch but I had been too late. Her scream brought with a pain I had
never experienced before. Impossibly sharp glass shards broke through her
temples and sliced through my hand, severing my ring and pinky fingers clean
off.
"Run," she breathed
in my ear.
I stumbled back, holding the
spot where my fingers had been just moments before, attempting not to faint or
focus on the pain. But the sheer sight of her had taken the very breath from my
lungs. The cloak had fallen to the ground entirely. Her long blonde curls lay
across her chest, barely covering her bared breasts. Gold plated across the
bottom of her body, wrapping around the pelvis and coating her skin down to her
feet, which never touched the ground completely.
"Run!" Her voice was
a high screech that rung inside the walls of my skull.
Quickly, I snatched the birch
wood staff from the wall, a handful of bread, now soaked in my seeping blood,
and before leaving my home forever I looked back at the girl I had once loved.
"Until Ragnarok, my
love."
I left into the night, the
snow covering my tracks behind.